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1. I Don't Wanna Go To Mama House (Intro)
I cried a lot as a child, especially when I had to leave my granny’s crib. Starting the album here just felt right.
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2. Losing My Mind
I’ve felt like I’ve been losing my mind my whole life. This song leans into that chaos from my perspective first, then shifts into Lauren’s — showing how the same storm can look different from the outside.
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3. What I'm Made Of
I’m 34 now, and I’ve been making music since I was 12. Most people don’t know my story or where I come from. This record gives a brief look at my core values and how I think.
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4. Views From Our Broken Homes (Skit)
My grandmother speaks rawly about her grandchildren, our fathers, and how growing up without examples of love affected our ability to receive and give it later.
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5. I Can't Think
After “Views From Our Broken Homes,” this song felt necessary. I’m still learning how to love and accept love. This is a written letter to my significant other: I’m doing my best, and I’m doing better.
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6. Introvert
Extreme house party vibes. Being an introvert has always been rough, and forcing myself to socialize? Hate it. But the Hennessy changes everything. Liquid courage is real, and Flyana Boss brought the extrovert energy.
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7. May 18, 1995 (Skit)
May 18, 1995. The Chicago Bulls had just lost to the Orlando Magic in the playoffs — but time didn’t stop, and neither did the birthday celebration.
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8. I'm Getting Old
Getting old used to scare me until I started appreciating that I made it to 34. So many people would love for their fallen angels to reach this age. Every day I’m grateful.
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9. Ya'll Making Too Much Noise (Skit)
My cousin OJ and I used to get on our grandmother’s nerves with all the noise we made in the basement.
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10. To The League
OJ and I really thought practicing in our grandmother’s basement was going to get us to the NBA. Jokes on us — but we both found our own paths. We made it to the league, just a different one.
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11. Solitaire
Rest in peace to my Auntie Cheryl. She passed in July 2024 and left a huge hole in my heart. Solitaire was her game — on the bed, on the phone, every day. This song had to be here.
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12. I Wanna Go To Granny House (Outro)
And the loop continues. Every weekend I went from my mom’s place in Sauk Village back to Chicago, crying both ways. The album starts on Friday and ends on Sunday — then it repeats.
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